Thursdays.

Such a random day. its literally the MIDDLE of the week.

it brings you to that is the cup half full or half empty type of things

is the week half over or just beginning.

I've never liked those sort of terms.

smack dab middle thursday again not what i'm about to talk about.

Happiness. is what i'm here to talk about.

You are in charge of your happiness.

YOU determine it.

It's a state of mind.

If you are unhappy with your life Y O U are in charge of changing it

no one else.

If you are unhappy where you are living Y O U are in charge of making

the decision to leave. no one else.

its YOUR happiness =)

The fray said, "Happiness is like the old man told me

Look for it, but you'll never find it all "

You can't go fishing in a pond for love and think that if you

find a good catch it will determine your happiness.

because it will. but only for a short time then the "happiness" aka bliss

with fizzle out and your left upset and hurt because you were

never happy with yourself or happy in general.

Lo and i had this conversation a while back...

LOVE YOURSELF.

respect YOURSELF.

because yes we have our family thats supposed to love us

unconditionally and always be in our corner, "best friends" that

are supposed to last forever.

But truth is on this earth there is no forever.

The only person with you forever is YOU.

So you have to be your personal motivator.

your own encourager.

because you can't count on everyone else to be that for you.

only the man upstairs can truly help.

but basically you have to be happy with yourself before you can make anyone else happy