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first night at my new/1st apartment

sleep tight bloggers from 1207

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10/10/10

My first thought of the night is that today was a divine day

10-10-10

that wont happen again,

two!

Being that i've been looking at a ton of pictures of HUGE hairstyles.

i'm so tempted to do them.

i think i may at least one day this week. i mean i AM from tx : )

alright lets see.

OH, i got my glasses back

i went to live on the green the other night and saw

Band of Horses.

amazing job.

"I'm coming up only to hold you under
I'm coming up only to show you wrong
And to know you is hard; we wonder
To know you all wrong; we warn.

Really too late to call,
So we wait for morning to wake you
That's all we got
And to know me as hardly golden
Is to know me all wrong, they warn.

At every occasion, I'll be ready for the funeral
At every occasion, once more, is called the funeral
Every occasion, know I'm ready for the funeral
At every occasion, oh, one million day funeral

I'm coming up only to show you down,
For I'm coming up only to show you wrong.

To the outside: the dead leaves, they're on the lawn
For they don't have trees to hang their own."

The Funeral- BoH

Prove them wrong.

Wow

So this post is not a toast to Miley Cyrus but it does involve one of the songs she has

sang. But the writer Jessi Alexander totally spoke to me today with her words almost put me in tears

With all the chaos of the past year or so listening to that song today

made my heart hurt for those going through that same time in there life right now

where every way you turn someones telling you something different and you don't know who to believe and your head and your heart are saying two separate things and you are just at the point of breaking and you feel lost.

i've been there.

and it's been one of the hardest things i've ever gone through in my life.

but i'm here to tell you... YOU'RE GONNA BE OKAY.

it may take awhile but someday you will prove them wrong.

just like me.

I'm finally living a part of my dream in the place i knew i was meant to be.

getting promoted. waking up happy. and trusting and believing in the one that got me here. GOD.

Trust in Him and He will guide your way...

You're just a caterpillar right now but wait a little bit because you'll go from crawling on the ground and it taking you forever to get anywhere to a beautiful butterfly flying into the open space of opportunity and life.

it may get dark sometimes and death may become you but you will live.

its all about "the climb"

"I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa"