saying goodbye freaks me out
goodbye is terrifies me.
seriously. this is why i use phrases like
"see ya" or "be careful"
i mean i use the word "bye"
but i h a t e it
when people leave me just for the day it
it normally takes about 3 or 4 hugs to let them actually leave.
or if i'm ready to go sometimes i just disappear so i don't have to say it
its a problem i know.
but really i don't want to let anyone go
the people i let in my life
or let close to me are people i want with me for always
and when they have to go it sends me into shut down mode.
i'm not quite sure why i'm saying all this but its true.
i h a t e goodbye.
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