Crossroads

so i'm so happy

first i find out that one of my favorite girl's is coming to see me dec 17th

little Miss.Stephanie herself .]

she's staying until the 21 then were "going back down southbound"

tons of ideas are rolling around in my head

picnics

dinners

desserts

baking

SO much planned/unplanned

THEN

Monday i find out one of my Favorite guys in this world has moved back to nashville

Mr.Randy Thomas himself .]

you have no idea how happy/excited i was when i got this news

Hes basically a musical genius, cuddly teddybear, make your horrible day the best of your life, kinda guy

my life beautiful <3

coffee shop love

One of my new found favorite coffee shops
CREMA.

beautiful indie set up.
great coffee, amazing atmosphere, indie music, artwork, great view,
friendly customer service, and just an all around great place.



15 Hermitage Avenue
Nashville, TN 37210


i love coffee shops they're such a fun place to people watch,
make new friends, and time to gives you time to think.

i can't wait to open my own shop one day

it will be beautiful, my artwork and photography displayed,
my one day cd on the shelves, pianos, guitars everywhere, and my VW van parked on the side.

I've started living the first part of my dream... but that will be part 4 of my dream : )

ohhhh my little dream world.

the beatles.

I was mesmerized when i saw these on the main Apple page.

the photos, text, agh i was in awe i just sat and stared for at least a minute

now on itunes.

this is a picture of Ringo singing while playing the drums from the

Live in Washington Coliseum 1964. It's free to watch.

<3>

s e n s i t i v e

I have always been quite sensitive. It's something I really need to work on.

I feel like in past relationships and within people who have been leaders in my life

have really treated me in an unnecessary manner that has shaped me to become that way

but ever since i was a kid i've always been pretty sensitive.

so how do you overcome being such a little sensitive sally.

i've just taken it and let it eat me up inside and just go with it

RESULTED IN MORE SENSITIVITY

i tried locking things in and shoving them under the rug until it drives me insane then i burst

UNHEALTHY

i'm not too sure what approach to take now.

any ideas?

the other girl

I dunno why but every girl goes through this whole "other girl" phase deal

theres the guy you like/love and then he either dumps you for "her" or you

date him and he goes back to "her"

I feel like we always get caught up in comparing ourselves to "her"

she's prettier

she's uglier

she's got a great figure

she's funny

she's rude

etc

etc

then we start asking ourselves what we could've done to be like her to make him stay.

STOP

you're not "her" and shes not you

you are you: beautiful, unique, funny, crazy, quiet, witty, shy, outgoing, whatever you are

stop critizing yourself and start loving yourself.

theres always gonna be somebody better than you. that's why you have to be the best you

no one else can do that but yourself.

you can't be her. as cliche as it is you're good just the way you are

granted we all have room for improvement but don't go changing yourself for

someone else.

thats just been something thats been weighing on me lately.

had to get it out

dinner

Had such an amazing dinner tonight

the table was set and filled with wonderful mexican food

tacos, chips, dip, and dessert

loved it.

loved my guests.

thank you Stephen, Susan, Erin, and Jon

: )

two days

Well, my apologies for the delay from delay.

Finally in my own apartment.

Finally living the life i've been blogging about

• Nashville-Check
• New (Decorated) Apartment-Check
• Shift Supervisor at Sbux-Check
• Amazing New Church-Check

It's truly amazing

I have two days off so i have time to blog.

I will be updating a lot within theses days.

Keep checking back bloggers

xo,

b.