Secrets.

For those of you who don't know what post secret is...

Post secret is "A gallery of postcard-sized images posted anonymously to unveil a secret. "

I absolutely adore it.

Heres a sample of one of the secrets:

That was just a simple secret revealed.

So, then I was listening to the song "Edge of Desire"- John Mayer

and the line, "there I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me"

it haunted me all day.

because that is my secret.

I'm terrified of being forgotten.

I think thats why i do so many things such as

paintings

pictures

singing

even this blog

etc

because these are little things that keep me remembered

the pictures i take will last through generations

my painting may be passed down or end up in a thrift store

oneday.

songs will be sung even when i'm gone.

and these words will last until this website is deleted.

This is called a "forget me knot" ring i's my favorite

i have always loved it

but i want it to be given to me by someone very special.

someone who doesn't want me to forget them.

maybe one day when that "special" person comes around

i'll receive it but until then i will just love it

<3

betterdays.

I would love to be able to enjoy a bath every once in a while but

instead i get to always take showers.

i mean i'm thankful i get to bathe in general but i love taking baths.

like this is one of my favorite pictures.

anyway thats not what this blog is about.

this blog is about today being better. its the second to last day of the month

thank the Lord. although i cant believe this month/year has gone by so

fast!!!

today was much better than yesterday

although i found out i have 2 papers due tuesday which should be interesting but

thank God i have 2 days off.

hmph hmph hmph

nashville-17days.

Starbucks.

Well, today has been rather...

how can i put this without sounding unhappy.

WRETCHED.

simply ridiculous.

yet when i came to work it all got better.

how does this happen i'm not sure accept the fact that i work

at starbucks. which means cool people and caffeine.

I enjoy making up drinks

but my favorite right now is.

my Jesus Juice.

Passion tea lemonade with strawberry/orange mango/lemonade all mixed with 2 pumps classic 2 pumps rasberry

its the tasty way to praise the Lord.

theres just something about this lovely lady that brightens my day

shes a short little thing who makes the funniest faces and makes me laugh all day long

i'm so glad were friends and we shop together even if the cashier hates us

=)

thats sarah hammel you guys.

SOlittleTIME.

Yes. SO much to do in so little time.

1.Systematic Theology Midterm

2.Cleaning my room

3.Practicing piano

4.painting

5.websites

6.get a life

7.stop being a workaholic

ANNOYING!

Btw when i say cleaning i mean most likely

throwing my clothing into my suitcases

because for some reason thats how i live.

Out of suit cases =)

dontjudgeme.

i'm really craving indian food. too bad indy's food selection sucks.

ahhhh so Kings of Leon's Tour dates are posted.

6/05/10 - Borgata Event Center (Atlantic City, NJ)

6/06/10 - Saratoga Performing Arts Center (Saratoga, NY)**

6/08/10 - Toyota Pavilion at Montage Mountain (Scranton, PA)**

7/09/10 - Cricket Wireless Amphitheatre (San Diego, CA)**

7/10/10 - Cricket Wireless Pavilion (Phoenix, AZ)**

7/12/10 - Hollywood Bowl (Los Angeles, CA)**

7/14/10 - Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre (Irvine, CA)**

7/17/10 - The Gorge Amphitheatre (George, WA)*

7/19/10 - USANA Amphitheatre (Salt Lake City, UT)**

7/20/10 - Comfort Dental Amphitheatre (Denver, CO)**

7/23/10 - Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre St. Louis (St. Louis, MO)

7/24/10 - First Midwest Bank Amphitheatre (Chicago, IL)**

7/26/10 - Blossom Music Center (Cleveland, OH)

7/28/10 - Molson Canadian Amphitheatre (Toronto, ON)

7/30/10 - Darien Lake Performing Arts Center (Darien Center, NY)

7/31/10 - DTE Energy Music Theatre (Detroit, MI)**

8/03/10 - Comcast Theatre (Hartford, CT)

8/05/10 - Susquehanna Bank Center (Camden, NJ)**

8/07/10 - Jiffy Lube Live (Bristow, VA)

9/03/10 - Verizon Wireless Music Center Indianapolis (Indianapolis, IN) attending

9/04/10 - Riverbend Music Center (Cincinnati, OH)

9/07/10 - First Niagara Pavilion (Pittsburgh, PA)**

9/08/10 - Hershey Park Stadium & Star Pavilion (Hershey, PA)**

9/10/10 - Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre (Charlotte, NC)**

9/11/10 - Virginia Beach Amphitheatre (Virginia Beach, VA)**

9/13/10 - Time Warner Cable Music Pavilion at Walnut Creek (Raleigh, NC)**

9/17/10 - Cruzan Amphitheatre (West Palm Beach, FL)*

9/18/10 - Ford Amphitheatre (Tampa, FL)*

9/20/10 - Verizon Wireless Music Center Birmingham (Birmingham, AL)**

9/22/10 - Cynthia Woods Mitchell Pavilion (Houston, TX) attending

9/23/10 - Superpages.com Center (Dallas, TX)**

i love regina specktor.

"Blue lips, blue veins.

Blue, the color of our planet from far, far away"

Beauty in the break down.

I've been in a Imogen Heap/Adele/Ingrid/Regina/Lilly Allen/ Feist/Amy Winehouse/Duffy mood the past few days.

I think its because their music is just care free.

About anything and everything not hold back thoughts of fears.

Hmph just sayin

So, doesn't look like i'll be getting to Nash for easter.

I'm pretty upset about it... but I'll be there around the 17th-ish.

Which isn't tooooo far away

I'm really missing my close friends.

LOTORICOURTMAETIENICHOLEVRANDYVRONROMANJIMMYMIKALALUKEGRACERAGENHALLESHANNAHALLEN

etc.etc.etc.

I somehow wish we all were in the same

place so i can just at peace with life and...

happy.

enough enough!

so i've been thinking and sleeping alot

so i guess dreaming about my future home/apt.

heres some idea i have.

don'tsteal. just appreciate

btw. happybirthday to mrs. twyla swanner march 26.

heres a picture just for you

Catching up

Alright alright alright

I know...

I haven't updated in forever I'm a failure so on so forth etc etc.

I'm gonna catch up now.

I'll start with spring break.

I had a grand time.

It was weird coming back it really felt like I had never left.

While I was home I worked 35 hours and

had 5 photoshoots

hung out with friends like Lo, Jimmy,

Blake, Jozee, and may others.

I truly miss my lo.

she's my other sister. i wish she lived closer.

and of course seeing my family was a major plus.

Kennedy has gotten so big and me and my sister had some good bonding time.

Other than that nothing really has been going on.

Got back to indy and its the same.

Cold

Gloomy

State it was when i left it.

I'm ready to be in Nashville.

If things fall through I'll be there for Easter

and possibly after music fest. Indie Heaven here I come.

I've been away from there far to long.

I'm working on some new songs... getting them recorded and such

I'll keep you guys posted.

and jody i'll start posting more I promise.