I'm really starting to believe that there are no accidents, coincidences, mistakes in life.
As cliche as it sounds, everything really does happen for a reason.
Okay for some of you this may be a really silly thought but it's been in my
head for a little while and i'm gonna go ahead and put it out there since it kinda
ties into this non belief of mishaps.

Okay

I was reading a story to my niece the other night and it was Cinderella.
Basic story young girl treated like an outcast by her family, prince throws a ball,
she can't go, fairy godmother, she meets/loves the prince, glass slipper, 12.01,
back to normal, prince finds glass slipper, the prince finds her, happily ever after
right?

WRONG.



Okay in the story at 12:01 everything is supposed to disappear and go back to normal right?
Then why was the glass slipper still left? If the glass slipper didn't exist the story of
Cinderella and the Prince would most likely be non existent...

Get it?

Nothing happens on accident.

You meet people on purpose.
You don't move for a reason.
You break up because you needed to.

Joel Osteen said one time, "Every setback is a setup for a comeback"

Consider yourself warned.

btw. you're reading this on purpose .]

I'M HERE!

Yeah its been a official for about a week and two days now but

here i am:



it's so crazy being here but it makes me so happy to be

i've been working like crazy but i hung out at cafe co co the other night



and went to music city thrift .)

i also went apartment shopping yesterday

looks like mid october is my date.



even after all the bliss of Nashvegas i still miss my friends in houston


Blake,



Steph,



Jason,



my stooges .]

welp

hmph lets see.

i never know how to start these things

well, i think my dreams are finally starting to come into reach

sept 12th is my set date for something pretty awesome.

i've become pretty obsessed with Ringo Starr these days

he was precious when he was younger

i feel like i would've adored him

and i imagine we would've been pretty cute together

<3

i'm super thankful for my friends these days

the ones that

love me

dont judge me

think better of me than i do of myself.

you all mean the world to me

I've been watching lots of

random interviews/documentaries lately:

Britney Spears

Justin Timberlake

Lady Gaga

Imogen Heap

Ringo Starr

Marilyn Monroe

so random

although Imogen Heap is still inspiring me these days

her technique is insane and i will end up doing what she

does soon when i can afford to do so.

my sleeping pattern is SO off.

i watched an entire season of Gossip Girl in 1 1/2 days.

r i d i c u l o u s

srly. cbscnatevanessadramadanliljlilly

enough.

the end.

Camscott.

I kept pondering on what to write about...

I decided to dedicate this post to one of the

most amazing people that has ever come into my life.

Cameron Scott.

His talent is unmatchable

His creativity is unfathomable

His words are encouraging

His humor is laughable .)

His style is unique

His compliments are sincere

His anger is hilarious

His dreams surpass any others

His music is complex

He's not what you expect

He's honest

He's loving

He is one of the greatest guys I know.

it's not all about his pretty face or gorgeous voice... he has a heart of gold and is my gem.

happy birthday cameron scott

thank you for being my amazing friend

enjoy your day

caught in a trance

So its been awhile since I've written

I have switched my writings to a journal

yes i'm actually using paper and pen instead

of a keyboard and screen call me old fashioned

Lets talk about my updated life.

-I'm unemployed. starbucks fired me b/c i'm a paying "thief" makes no sense right?

-I've painted a new canvas

-I filed for unemployment

-Interviewing with Apple

-Reading, "A Beautiful Kind of Broken" -Luke Holter

-Listening, Radiohead & Fiction Family

-Went to Louisiana saw my southern belle, Courtney Dawn

-Also spent time with my dear Ragen Blair

-Missing Nashville

-Learning more about Relationship

Life's not so bad.

it's getting better.

my life will not be complete until i'm on my balcony swing

enjoying my music, coffee, and the beautiful boy i'll have next to me

and friends i don't ever wanna let leave.

oneday.

How is it only 11?

ELEVEN

Sitting on my comfy little couch sipping on a vanilla white mocha thinking it's 1

or so in the morning when really its only 11.

makes no sense to me

welp, my birthday was a hit

spent it with lo, then misty then with mikala the 2nd half was spent with tracy & raegan = goodtimes.

imogen heap has been set on my playlist since the concert

it sends me in the calming mindset.

i'm ready to sing agin.

my voice has been on lockdown for months

i'm ready to let my voice be heard once again

which i could play an instrument or had a piano i could

play around with.

one day i will.

a white piano thats been splatter painted even the keys.

my mind sometimes get stuck in a dream world

a world full of stages, concerts, crowds, old vintage houses, and tea & coffee on the balcony swing.

a world with unlimited canvases to paint and a millions songs to sing

a world where with a hand to hold not just someone to watch walk away

a world where creativity and uniqueness is embraced not criticized

a world where i wake up happy

a world where bike rides are a daily activity

a world where work wasn't a dreaded thought but not really work at all it was living

a world where reading was focused and absorbed

a world with in the grass dinners on blankets watching the sun go down

my little world of snugglng and happiness will one day be reality

ONE DAY.

BIRTHDAY LIST

My birthday is in 7 days!!!

Heres my list just for kicks. ;)

Money For Thrifting ;)

and yes my forget me knot ring fredflare.com

a vintage bike

polaroid camera and film ;)

these obnoxious toms from toms.com

and of course

the new iphone.

or anything else creative and fun

happy birthday to me in one week