Sunday, September 25, 2011

40 days.

oneday


I wished for him.


I prayed for him.



40 days later....

I'm still with him.


I'm so thankful for you.
i love you, Jhason.

Monday, September 12, 2011

one year.

ONE year ago- i moved to Nashville
ONE year ago- i was craving happiness
ONE year ago- i was just a barista at Starbucks
ONE year ago- i was single
ONE year ago- i was excited about my first apartment
ONE year ago- i had about 5 friends here
ONE year ago- i was different


ONE year later- I am living my dreams
ONE year later- I am happier than i've ever been
ONE year later- i am the lead shift supervisor at my store
ONE year later- God has brought me the greatest boyfriend
ONE year later- I have a whole family within Eastgate and a ton of friends
ONE year later- i am His... completely.

Friday, September 9, 2011

love is...you










skinny love

Come on skinny love just last the year
Pour a little salt we were never here
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer

I tell my love to wreck it all
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Right in the moment this order's tall

I told you to be patient
I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced
I told you to be kind
In the morning I'll be with you
But it will be a different "kind"
I'll be holding all the tickets
And you'll be owning all the fines

Come on skinny love what happened here
Suckle on the hope in lite brassiere
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Sullen load is full; so slow on the split

I told you to be patient
I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced
I told you to be kind
Now all your love is wasted?
Then who the h-eck was I?
Now I'm breaking at the britches
And at the end of all your lines

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?

Saturday, September 3, 2011

izzes and snow patrol



lets see

i've been posting a lot about my new things but haven't actually told you about them....

welp lets see

i've lost about 14 pounds if not more
none of my clothes fit anymore


i have a very handsome boyfriend day 18
he brings me flowers and calls me beautiful


i have short hair dark now
it's weird but i like it

i'm moving in 25 days
SEPT 28TH.





i'm still dreaming but living out some of my dreams it feels good but weird being awake for it all.


i can't help but be so incredibly happy in the season of life.

SO many good and exciting things are blossoming.


I can't wait to get into my new living space.
I feel like it's been a time of major growth and transition.
I have felt Him just laying a foundation that is so firm and will last through
the hardest time.
In all other times i was relying on my own strength and thought it would stand...
two words for that:

sinking sand.


He MUST be the foundation of living.

Trust.
Believe.
Not your strength but HIS.



thank you Lord for this season.